Fractal Cities

My urban menthor once told me that when from many places I'm having the same references or share parts of ideas, that means I'm moving in the right direction. Similar to my ex's words regarding deja vús, so I'm confirmed to be tracing a correct path so far. I pick up Michael Batty's Fractal Cities and it carries a Hugh Kenner (only god knows) sentence. Notice the time unit:

 

"...as big a picture as this century has seen".

Project to take decades of my sweetest youth

The maze I'm placed is a construction of the men evolving during the last three or four centuries. We can't be absent to the idea of last century and so last half has presented the most volatility and such record will not stay stuck, but as hard as it is it can be told a tendence into action and consequent thought of the anytime modern men, of which it's not to be hidden I'm the last stage of the mentioned progression. I'm charging the weight on blame and sin from people three hundred years before me (First question: how many people have lived, more than the increasing thousand million we are right now?)

 

I plan to find my way through by the development of a theatrical play whose mission is the one of resemble the process of guilt forge into myself. The deal does not reside in the writing of the book but it does in the finding of such book. It's assumed to be a philosophy book I'm entitled to turn into a play. Shall I be one of the characters, of course.

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance

This man sees her longing for her initiative

He loves her but without her favour it can't be

There is a man of him capable of such waiting

Soon he will propose sex, and it will be delightful

People don't want solutions, that's Aristotheles call

I came from Cali where we won 4 awards for a job I'm not actually very proud and with an ache I have no choice to welcome in permanent basis, and that will refurbish me and around over and over.

 

I'm losing it academically and there'll never be evidence for whether (I'M MAKING A GOOD CHOICE OR NOT, IF IT TOUCHES ME) I am the wrong one or is the entire universe so full of shit.

 

SOME OTHER TIME

 

This day I wake to is a hangover of ruined principles by art of mind. Pain will cross me as it is now with the thousand million we are. An English billion, all of us so busy with our own worldsaver businesses, there is no time for anything else but our own pain.

 

However, day by day I transform my very own deep problematique, not to fix it (it actually enhances) but to make it soothe. Then I get to be with her and pleasure a stranger that habits me only once with her. As soon as I kiss her goodbye, the stranger flees.

 

Somebody loves her and leaves me at the first hint of doubt

Somebody lusts for her and replies me the questions she doesn't seem willing to answer

Another being is capable of such rethoric and loveful words. Christ.

 

Blog Eating Poem

Such a poor thing from me to tell

an unit of teeth more than I own

because anywhere my mouth become a hidious crab

the flesh of an animal with grief awaits

 

to be digested equally as slight

 

a thirty-pack of mechanical crashes

by a thirty-pack of blurry whiteness

and it drains, along through deeper organs

proper of delicate mankind

An Interpol megahit turned into a fake breakup letter

Original version in http://christianduque.blogspot.com/2007_09_01_archive.html Carlos Julián

We sail today, you'll never see a finer ship in your life . When I say things I don't say them as I am but through what lets me say a few things. We are the worst part of the resistance. We're gods, lovers, but this universe draws only one author. You'll never see a finer ship in your life. My violence is a trap where all of us are falling in, and because of your nearness and sensitivity you'll be the first one to go. I know I'm as sensible as you are, but have I protected myself for all of my life. I could tell you every detail, that has no meaning to me. In and out of hours, and words, I'm mute. I hope you don't keep fighting against this, see you're attacking yourself. You'll never see a finer ship in your life. I'm rich and thin. Your lack of loyalty pities me, but I will never tell. You are that fundamental important thing, precisely that I can give a second of my time. And I should not give, because this is a temporary situation, and sometimes it is time to go even if we don't want to. I admit it, I was defeated and I don't want more from this, do I make myself clear? Baby don't you try to find me. You'll never see a finer ship in your life. I am not wanting for beauty. Be aware of this is not a misunderstaning. My throat is flat by shame and uncomfort. There's only I few things I do not looking for an answer. Would you like to be my Missus and in future with child? You know we can't get that from here, but we can 't get away. You'll never see a finer ship in your life. I wish not to mention the level of liberty of you not being around. Soon ago I found out I don't need you, which is fine because there's not dependance. There's nothing to bond us. Out security frontiers are way too distant and will never be overcome. You fucked me out like noone and that's why I still remind you. As soon as you arrive I'll go. Go. Go forth. I don't cry. (Along the way) Tears drown in the wake of delight. Wake. My sweet princess, I mean not you to cry red tears. Welcome you anyway. Am not wanting for beauty. You'll never see a finer ship in your life.

Black Goddess, Red Goddess,
White Temptress of the Sea you treat me right 

Working projects

At the age of 19, and 11 months:

1. DNP Taxation and Localization of Enterprises. The case of Bogotá and the Region.
2. GEDEM Value Chains in a city: An empirical exercise of complementarities for Bogotá.
3. GEDEM Spatial Complementarities and economic growth. Extensions: Commerce and Services. Social Simulation and Complexity.
4. GEDEM Mathematical and Computational Economics. The Matlab® CompEcon Toolbox.
5. GEDEM Statistical density distributions for Java devices.
6. GEDEM Evometrics.
7. EXPERIMENTAL THEATRE Body Analysis and Game Simulation.
8. EXPERIMENTAL THEATRE Transactional Analysis.
9. GENERAL EQUILIBRIUM COURSE General Equilibrium Models in Matlab®.

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